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Sleepless in Okc
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Sleepless in Okc Hey playmates! I hope you are doing well. I’m thankful that the weekend is here. I’m also thankful that you are here! I’ve missed you. I’m good. Ok, well as the title says….Sleepless. I go through these phases. I think too much! Can’t turn off my brain. I think about work. I think about my girls. I think about friends. I love hard and I think hard. I judge myself. I know I wasn’t the best mother. I know I wasn’t the best wife (obviously with 2 divorces under my belt). I know I’m not the best friend. I’ve hurt my friends (actually family) more than I ever wanted. So, I think too much. Last night I couldn’t stop thinking. I was having a “needy” night. I needed to be held. No, not talking sex. I’m talking about curling into his arms. Being held. Feeling safe from my thoughts keeping me awake. I have a friend that I’ve known for years. He is a sounding board. I can talk sex. I can talk feelings. I told him I needed to be held. I mean who else am I going to tell? I’ve pretty much destroyed my other friendships. And, yes, I’ve got plenty of offers. But I’m too old for the crap I get in some emails. I’ve got a few friends who I enjoy talking to and getting to know. So, yes, I’m sleepless in Okc. The smell of the rain is comforting. The sound of kitty is comforting to know I’m not alone. Sorry, trying not to post sad etc. but every once in a while I’m sorry. Have a wonderful weekend friends. I love and miss you. Hug someone today. And if you’re lucky baby will give you a hug and wet 😘    |
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few friends who I enjoy talking to and getting to know goodbuddy781
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I hope you get a hug and cuddle soon. 
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I know how yo were feeling. Hope you get the attention you need real soon.
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Hugs!!!!
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Sending a virtual hug your way [image] 
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I find comfort in hugs from the littles. My kids. Friends. Not men. Men always seem to want something. Want sex. A simple hug and cuddle becomes a guilt trip for sex. I don't want comfort and sex to be tied together. Sadly, I don't believe I know a man that doesn't get aroused by the closeness. Maybe it would help if I were flat chested and troll like. I wish you the very best of luck finding a man who doesn't think of sex as he holds your curvy body against his own 
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As Rick Springfield said We all need human touch I would think we all have a need to be just held and hugged from time to time be it for closeness to feel comfort to share a celebrating moment or to close our eyes and dream of a place in time. I hope that you are able to give and receive a wonderful hug soon. I will send you a virtual one though in hopes it offers some comfort. (((((((((( 80sbaby71 ))))))))))
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I know the feeling of having the brain running and running round and round and usually it is never with positive thoughts. Being hugged and cuddled and told that you are not nearly so bad helps a lot. I have found I can do that without pushing for sex. Don't think I could have done so say 20yrs ago though. Hope you got a good bit of sleep since and are having a good weekend. Sending you big hugs. If you see me in the real world, come say "Hi Justskin." I always behave. Preferably not well. 
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